A minute past midnight and I'm SHAKING

The clock’s exactly a minute past midnight and I’m NERVOUS af! I’ve actually never felt nervous like this before when it comes to academic applications, probably because.. well..

But I think I feel different this time because I’m applying together with my wife. I can’t really get the excitement/nervousness off my chest. It kind of started yesterday (haven’t slept yet, so..today?) at noon. It kind of crept up on me and I can feel the tense nervous aura in our household 😅 🫨 My pulse is skyrocketing. We’ve been preparing for this for a loooong time now, which is making my nerves even worse! Thinking about all of the HARD work we’ve done together to get to this point is probably the reason why I’m feeling this way. If it says “admitted” tomorrow, then all of our work will have been worth it. Which is EXACTLY why I can’t calm down AHHHH!

AHHHHH just a few more hours, I should honestly just get to sleep and then… Oh boy, I sooo wanna study together with my wife. I’m expecting it to say “admitted” on both of our applications, BUT YOU CAN’T HELP BUT FEEL THIS WAY UNTIL YOU SEE THE RESULTS, YOU KNOW? Ahh, the suspense! BSc+MSc combo in IT Engineering at KTH, please get admitted, pls pls pls!

Anyway I couldn’t help but to write this short blog post. Consider this the idle ramblings of a man about to go insane from the wait 😂 Why did I feel nothing yesterday, yet suddenly feel everything all at once now? The closer the admissions results draw, the shakier I become 🫠 Alas, I can do nothing but wait now 🙃

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